I KILLED THEM - 'CAUSE I WANTED TO BE ALIVE

No one's laughing now
No one's laughing now
I pulled the trigger and he's gone
All this hate in me
I needed to set it free
My God only knows what I have been through

They've smashed my face against the wall
They've kicked my teeth to my troath
And when I was sure That I will survive
They threw me into that pit and left me to die!

I know that I went to far
My I won't regret my actions again
Maybe I should have let them to kill me
Then maybe you've noticed that I was living in the Hell
So you can point those fingers and blame.
But it will not make my joy go away
I happy that I am alive - Even I killed those who prevented me to feel alive.

They've smashed my face against the wall
They've kicked my teeth to my troath
And when I was sure That I will survive
They threw me into that pit and left me to die!

I know that I went to far
My I won't regret my actions again
Maybe I should have let them to kill me
Then maybe you've noticed that I was living in the Hell
So you can point those fingers and blame.
But it will not make my joy go away
I happy that I am alive - Even I killed those who prevented me to feel alive.

MY HEART IS A ROOM

I wil rise and I will fight
for my own personal peace  in here
So stay away - take number and  stay in the line!
there's no enough room to all of you
My god - can't you see this room is  full
I need to recycle this all once again
I need to decide who I should let in

Your lack of self-control caused this
You didn't behave so I needed you to leave
Don't come back before you know, how to keep youself in control
It is  over now so  I need to ask you go
My patiance is runing cold!

Why did you waited so long?
Now you're ready to start a war
And that is hate of yours is not gone
You've no rights to be here!

I will smoke you all out
then I will shut the door behind of you
Then I'll nail the windows close
Then you can't take a peek
inside this room and I can keep my privacy
My god - Can't you understand at all
that this room is so full

Your lack of self-control caused this
You didn't behave so I needed you to leave
Don't come back before you know, how to keep youself in control
It is  over now so  I need to ask you go
My patiance is runing cold!

Why did you waited so long?
Now you're ready to start a war
And that is hate of yours is not gone
You've no rights to be here!

MY NAME TO YOU IS NOBODY

Hey you out there, do hear me?
Do think you can just walk away and dump me?
I have a newsflash for you,  if you walk away, you can not get back
I have got enough of these sick games of yours.

Hey you people out there, can you see me?
Do you think that I could be,  that one who will  keep this friendship alive
I've something to tell you, I am done with all of you
So maybe now  the time has come,  to pull those heads away from your ass

I've rented this room just for one
I'm gonna shut you, all out of my life
I've warned all of you that this could really happen

Suddenly I feel free, of these chains
which been around of me, far too long
Now I will leave you all, to clean up
All your own messes, goodbye I am gone

There's nobody out there? I should have guessed
Maybe it was too much to ask, to be there when I needed someone, who I can trust.
I've a news for you, I advise you all to be prepared to your pesonal Hell
One by one, I will put you throught it and if you survive then we can think this all again.  

I've rented this room just for one
I'm gonna shut you, all out of my life
I've warned all of you that this could really happen

Suddenly I feel free, of these chains
which been around of me, far too long
Now I will leave you all, to clean up
All your own messes, goodbye I am gone

I DO NOT MIND

You tried deleted my damaged soul
you tried to give me a heaven
those things wasn't good enough
now it is my turn raise the Hell

So much bad words comes out your mouth
hate is strong inside of you
Do you got something to prove?

I don't mind your words
your actions
I know what you're trying to do
You will fail and then again I will laugh to you
So give up and leave me be

You think I need to be saved
You think I will need your faith
maybe you're so blind to see
I don't give a crap of you

Seems like I will win this war again
this fight is nearly to end
Can you appect the truth?

I do not mind, my own self-pity
I do not need help from you
I know I might maybe lonely
But still I don't need help from you!